Looking back just a little bit.

So, I've finished the first draft of all 4 of my keyframes for the Beyond Human challenge on artstation.

I've got almost 2 weeks left to work on them, and I may yet completely redo one or more if I can come up with a better way to show the moment, or a better moment to show.


Let's stop for a moment.  All 4 of them are tighter, more engaging and more in line with the work I want to do than any of the 4 I did in February for the "Ancient Civilizations" challenge.  Honestly, they barely look like they were done by the same artist.  Since February, I have made roughly 60 keyframe paintings for personal projects.  They haven't all been amazing work, but when you look at them as a trajectory, there is clear, substantial growth happening.

I'm an artist - I have no idea how good I am.  I swing between thinking I'm garbage and thinking I could do almost anything.   What I can say is that I am closer to where I want to be now than I was in February.  It hasn't been easy.  Particularly in the last month, I feel like my artistic confidence has been slapped around quite a bit, by other artists I respect, by missed opportunities, and by my own inner critic.  I definitely thought I'd be further along by now than I am, and that's been hard to get past.  If you're just starting out, I hate to break it to you, but those feelings seem to get *worse* as you go onward, not easier.

I say those things not to complain, but rather to point out that even though this is a difficult, often painful road, I can take this moment to look back to the last mile marker, and see that it is much further back than I would have thought possible 4 months ago.

Thank you everyone who has stayed with me on the journey!

Let's get Cinematic!

Maybe you are a character artist looking to understand backgrounds.  Maybe you're trying to break into comics.  Maybe you want to figure out how to tell dynamic and dramatic stories visually.  Maybe you want to learn how to storyboard.

Let me recommend an amazing resource for you:


This site automatically grabs HD screencaps from bluray movies every 2 seconds (I think).  Every movie has literally hundreds or thousands of screen captures.

Study them.  Use them as lighting references.  Examine where characters are standing in relationship to each other, or background elements.  Hell, if you are a student, replicate them using your own characters!

While I'm working on my "Beyond Human" challenge on artstation, I'm deep diving into the work of Roger Deakins, because I want to try and capture some of the essence of his cinematography in my keyframe paintings.  I am *blown* away.  Stuff like this:

Folks, this is great visual storytelling.  You know instantly this is NOT a friendly chat.  They are divided.  You know he's the one with the upper hand - his pose is relaxed, hers is not, and he has the phone on his side of the frame.  She blends into the shot because she matches the warms, he is a shock to the system with the blue.  So many people just look at shots of shit blowing up, but *this* is where real story telling happens.

Or this:

Bond may think he has it covered, but this frame is telling us his back is exposed.  He is vulnerable.  This kind of story telling is what great movies do incredibly well, and this site gives you hundreds of movies to look at.  You don't need to watch the films, and in fact, looking at them this way helps me to step outside of the story and really study them.  I tend to get sucked in by motion, music and dialog, which is great for enjoyment, but less good for learning.

Anyway, back to studying for me, I hope this is helpful for you!

New Artstation Challenge - Beyond Human

I'm entering at least the keyframe challenge, and probably the environment one as well.  I haven't started drawing or designing yet, first I'm trying to make sure I have a story idea that I like and think I can work with.  Here's what I've got so far.

I gotta admit, I'm kinda tired of the 80s brand cyberpunk transhumanism.  I'm trying to think beyond that.  The first idea I have is a story about containing humanity's mistakes - Runaway, "cancerous" nanotechnology has eaten a huge part of the Pacific Ocean.  The Fractal Sludge Sea boils in a frothing mass, constantly trying to escape its bounds and consume the rest of the planet.  It is contained by a massive energy shield, as anything physical that touches the sludge is consumed.

For the last 10 years, people thought that the intense pressure of the bottom of the ocean would crush and destroy any of the nanites that went down that far...but now, the sludge has evolved and is almost to the ocean floor.  When it reaches the bottom, it will eat itself out from under the shield, dooming the planet.

There are shield generator stations, linked from a core station on a small Pacific island.  They have been creating the containment field since the Sludge Sea was discovered.  As the nano sinks deeper, the shield has been extended down as well, and it now reaches the ocean floor.  It is the greatest engineering marvel ever created by mankind.  Surrounding a surface area larger than Texas, the shield's glow can easily be seen from space.

A small group of psychics, trained from birth, are about to inject themselves with nanites in a desperate attempt to learn to control the cancer.  They will become Beyond Human.

A World of Infinite Choices?

I was hanging out with some designer friends this weekend, and they were talking about doing a shared-world thing similar to what Marko is doing with the "Orken!" project.  As I listened to them talk, it helped to crystallize some of my beliefs about design.

When you start a painting, you can literally make it any color.  Let's assume you have a tight line drawing, so the forms are described, but based on the lighting scenario, it could be an almost infinite different tonal situations....but the MOMENT you put the first stroke down, the entire painting is essentially determined.  Every stroke after that one should be laid down *in relation* to the strokes before it....is it warmer or cooler, brighter or darker, than the area next to it?  Even if you don't know it at the time, 95% of the decision making is done with that first brush mark.

For me, design is very similar.  When you're making up an imaginary civilization of people, the sky is literally the limit.  You could base it on fantastic shapes, you could base it on historical people from Earth, you could base it on an animal, you could base it on an activity, like sailing or acrobatics.  You could start from where they live.  You could design based around their religion or cultural norms.  BUT - From the moment you decide where you are starting, all the following "decisions" should flow in some way from that first one.  

For example - I'm going to make a fantasy civilization of halflings based on the ancient Athenians.  Ok...that means they live someplace relatively warm probably...or at least, they used to.  Greek fashion came about because of the weather conditions of the Southern Mediterranean Sea.  Similarly, their architecture.  The warm, dry conditions indicate the kinds of plants in the area, which will dictate the kind of farming, and livestock that are kept.  If you want to make an enemy civilization they are competing with, then that foreign power probably either shares some of these things, OR they are from VERY far away - which tells you things about their ability to travel.  Every decision comes about in relation to the one before.  It is either like something, or not like it.  If it is NOT like the thing before, there is a reason for that, and that reason will impact other design factors.

None of this should stop you from fantastical, "cool" designs...but if you don't pay attention to it, chances are there's not going to be any sense of depth or authenticity to what you are creating.  It's not about "story" in the sense of plot, but in the awareness that design decisions are made to solve problems, even in made-up scenarios.  The most important question you can ask yourself after you decide on something is "Which means what?"  If you keep asking yourself that, you've got a much better chance of creating something of real merit and with a sense of authenticity that will resonate with audiences and hopefully lead to long term success and staying power.

Thanks for reading!

From 3D to finish

Ok, we got the house modeled and textured.  I'm not really going to show any pictures from the texturing process, as they are pretty boring and I don't think would explain a lot.  I used a custom adobe/stucco texture on the walls, with the windows and roof made up of an aluminium texture with some added dark bits in the cracks.  I put the whole thing through a "dirt" smart texture in 3D Coat that scruffed it up and added a lot of grime into the corners and crevasses.

As I mentioned earlier, I made the choice to model the house in sections, which I then loaded and created Unreal Engine materials for.  This is also a pretty straightforward task, 3D coat creates UV jpgs for base color, roughness, normal maps and all the rest.  It's basically plug and play.

Now the fun part!  I used the same desert map that I used for my last 2 vehicle designs, but found a different POV and built the house.  I did have to increase the size of every component by 1.7, which I figured out by loading the first section next to a model of a human.  Doors are great for this, they frame the people and give you a very quick read if the sizes are working in comparison.  Once the model was constructed, I adjusted the lighting, moved the camera around, adjusted the lighting some more...in general, just stuff you do to find your composition.  The advantage to 3D is that when your design is complete, you don't have to do more thumbnails for scene composition, you just move your camera around and tweak things until you've tried all your ideas and picked the one you want.  Unreal lets you create camera viewpoints with "Control+<number>", so you can cycle through different camera angles and compare them.

Here's the Unreal Engine render.

The other great thing about UE is that because it is a real-time render engine, you get great results the whole time you are finding your shot.  I used to hate setting things up in Vue, running a 3 hour render, and then discovering that something was off in the high quality render that didn't show up in the preview.  This is *much* more efficient.

The rest reminds me more of matte painting than anything else.  I took the render into Photoshop, replaced the sky, added some mountains and some foreground interest and did a bit of color tweaking.  Since I was happy with my 3D model, I didn't do a lot of paint-over to change parts, but this would also be the time you could "fix" low-res models with more detail if you needed to.

Here's the final image:

Thanks for following along with me through my design process from thumbnails to concept art painting.  I hope you enjoyed it, and if you have any questions, feel free to drop me an email :)

2D and 3D sketches

After the thumbnail process was complete, I drew my first choice for the house design.  You'll note that I used pen and paper - These interim steps are for me, not for clients, and tool choice is almost irrelevant.  Do it however you feel like, the important part is to increase your understanding of what the thumbnail represented.

To make sure my understanding was there, I chose to make notes.  This can be a really good idea if you want to share with an AD or teammate before you go further.

After the drawing was done, I jumped into 3D-Coat.  Because of the voxel nature of 3D Coat, it is great for loose 3D sketching, but pretty heavy on system resources.  For this reason, I went back and forth on if I should model the entire structure as one thing, or build it in components.  In order to keep sizes consistent, I opted to create each part as a separate section, but then down-rezzed it and made a *very* low-poly reference model of the entire thing.  This ended up being a very good thing for me, as during the the texturing phase I accidentally overwrote one component, and having the entire house let me recreate it very easily.

There's the fundamental design for the house!  The next stage is to quickly texture the sections in 3D-Coat, and then bring them into Unreal Engine to render with an environment.

If this were a studio project, I would definitely share what I have at this stage, as it would be very common for the AD to have notes of things to change, and this sketch phase can be very iterative.  Since I'm my own AD, I have the advantage of saying, "Yes!  You knocked it out of the park!" on the first pass :)

Next step, getting ready for the final painting!

Thumbnail development.

In 2005, a book called "The Skillful Huntsman" was published by Design Studio Press, and concept art was forever changed.  For maybe the first time, students were able to see process steps to making entertainment design, and of course, those students began to emulate the process laid out in that book.

One of the parts of that book that got perhaps the most attention was the concept of thumbnail silhouettes.  The idea is actually, really, really good - to think of the shapes and read of what you are trying to design instead of getting bogged down in the details that are so easy to fall prey to in line drawing.  Of course, when students started aping this technique, many of them didn't have the understanding of form that is REQUIRED to make this a useful methodology.

The result, frankly, created wave after wave of incredibly shitty designs in our industry.  Instead of focusing on readability and form, people got caught up in how "interesting" a shape they could generate - usually by adding a shit-ton of spikes.  When that didn't happen, the designs were unreadable and not taken further.  Portfolio after portfolio were filled with pages of little black blobs that could never inform anyone further down a pipeline with information needed to do the work.

In the last couple of years, there seems to be less of that going on.  The word got out that it wasn't a "cool" technique to get jobs.  Now, I'd say the pendulum is swinging the other way, towards tighter and tighter linework.  That will probably cause it's own set of problems, but is beyond the scope of today.

This morning, I started to rough out some designs for a building in my "Strange Futures" project.  It's going to be the home of an isolated old guy living out in the desert, where he has to ward off attacks by mutant dinosaurs.  I want to capture the feeling I got driving through the Badlands of South Dakota and seeing old shacks in the middle of nowhere, but also have a bit of "cool" to it, and show the mish-mash of technology that is the cornerstone of Strange Futures.

I'm not ashamed to admit, I did a page of silhouettes.  My tendency is to keep things too close to "reality", and I want something with more panache than just an old tin shack or mobile home.  Silhouettes almost force you to go beyond the basic cubes of those realistic homes.

Here's my first page:

Obviously, as I moved down the page, I started combining earlier ideas into new mash-ups, which is completely fine.  I decided I really liked #14, #17, #18 and #19, so I took those 4, made a new sheet, and started drawing into those shapes to give an indication of what the blobs might actually be.

From these tighter silhouette sketches, I'm leaning towards the top 2.  In the next part of this development process I'll take those 2 and completely redraw them, trying to add details and clarity without losing form.  I'll also probably start thinking of what they look like from other angles, in a very loose way.  After that, I'll jump into some simple 3D modeling to kick out something I can rotate around and get a feel for.  I'll share those steps with you guys later on in the week :)

The Cult of the "Oooh Shiny!"

Wow, it's been 2 months since the last blog update!  I apologize, I just didn't have anything I wanted to talk about, and I've been super busy making new work. Today though, I have something to say!


I started photography in 2001 with a Canon G2.  You couldn't change lenses, you couldn't shoot long exposures over 30 seconds, and the F/stop range was 5.6-16.  I used the HELL out of that camera.  I taught myself composition and the fundamentals of aperture, shutter speed  and depth of field. After a year, there were pictures I wanted to take that the G2 simply couldn't do - 5 minute exposures of night skies and fast shots in dark environments. I bought myself a Canon 10D and a cheap 70-200mm zoom lens.  I used that lens for about 6 months, took some great pictures, and then upgraded it when its softness and relative slowness became limiting to me.  I upgraded the 10D body to a 1D in 2005 when I needed more "oomph" to do fashion photography.

I'm guessing you are seeing the trend.  I started with the cheapest and simplest tools I could find, and then upgraded when I reached the limitations of what they could do.  I didn't race to the biggest and newest thing, and I didn't stay with my limited tools out of a sense of pride or masochism.

I see both of these tendencies in concept art as well. A student asked me how to make "professional" looking images a couple of weeks ago, and when I looked at his stuff, he was doing line drawings with pencil and what looked like Crayola markers.  I told him to get Photoshop when he wanted to make finished images. Sure, traditional is legitimate, and I could have told him to learn acrylics or oils, but concept art...so I went with the obvious.

I see other people who think having the coolest brush set, or latest render engine, or biggest Cintiq will make them automatically "professional."  Worse, they tend to jump from one "latest and greatest" to the next, sometimes almost weekly! Master your tool until you find it confining, and then, and only then, go look for a tool that eases those restrictions. If you do that, you'll know what kind of tool you should be looking for, instead of just taking other people's advice, or buying the "best" thing out there.

Sure, this process means you will be potentially spending more time and resources learning things you may not use forever - but you'll LEARN them. You will be moving forward in a thoughtful and organized way, instead of just trying to buy your way out of whatever limitations you have.

I'm going through this right now, incidentally. I've been using Unreal Engine for my 3D rendering needs, and I'm starting to wonder if some of the frustrations I've had with it might be fixed if I moved to Marmoset, or Keyshot.  Two months ago, I was frustrated with my ability to make smooth curves in Sketchup, so I went and picked up 3D-Coat. The point is, you should only move to a new tool when you can articulate what problems you are having will be solved by that new tool, AND HOW IT WILL SOLVE THEM.

Don't join the cult of the "Oooh!  Shiny!"  Grow in the tools you have until you need to shed them, and then you won't waste time with things you can't handle, or don't need.

Thanks for reading!

As I prep for Spectrum Live...

Rather than an opinion piece this week, I thought I'd share some work I've done on a personal project over the last 2 weeks.  I wanted to work on my take of a "Superhero vs Aliens" movie story, set in Vancouver B.C.  Style-wise, it was based on an "X-Men meets the Avengers" vibe, with normal people who have superpowers instead of costumed heroes.

The Team

The Team

My four "superheroes" are all college students at Simon Fraser University in Vancouver.  I don't go into how they got their powers, but Nicolas has telekinesis and can fly, Lauren is your basic "Super Soldier" archetype, stronger, faster and more sturdy than Olympic athletes.  Her boyfriend, Calvin, has telepathy, and Jenny can create destructive energy blasts from her hands.  I will admit, it made my day to create a team with no beefcake white dudes, and where the white woman has "normal" human proportions, and a bit of cellulite.  

Celebration of Light

Celebration of Light

As Lauren and Calvin relax and watch the summer fireworks...



An alien breach team gates in.  They have been monitoring via deep-cover agents, and have an agenda before the full invasion begins.

Welcome Home

Welcome Home

Part of that agenda is removing potential threats, like our four heroes.  Nicolas narrowly escapes an explosion in his apartment.

Alien Vessel

Alien Vessel

The alien spaceship has come down to Earth and is waiting in northern B.C.

Fighter Hangar

Fighter Hangar

When the assault team fails, fighters are dispatched.



They make the trip down to Vancouver as the mothership moves more slowly behind them.

Dodging Blasts

Dodging Blasts

Lauren and Nicolas engage the fighters while Calvin and Jenny sneak back to the mothership through the closing warp gate used by the assault team.

Hallway Blasts

Hallway Blasts

Jenny takes out some guards and she and Calvin advance to try to find some way to stop the ship.

Power Cell Containment

Power Cell Containment

Unfortunately, they are captured just after discovering one of the housing units for the mothership's power cells.

Flight Over Vancouver

Flight Over Vancouver

With no time to spare, Nicolas leaves Lauren to fight on the ground, and goes to rescue his friends and help them stop the invasion.

Entrance Hatch

Entrance Hatch

He sneaks his way aboard the vessel and is reunited with his friends.



What happens next?  Not sure!  I've got enough paintings for this project for right now, so I'm actually getting ready to start a new project.  I really find this "storytelling approach" to development really helpful for keeping things interesting and consistent.    You don't have to have a full script mapped out when you start, often as you are painting, new things will come up.  There was originally going to be one more character, Jenny's 11 year old young brother, but as I started working, he didn't fit where the story was going, and he was dropped.

Timing-wise, this was about 2 weeks' worth of work. I tried to do at least one image a day, plus some paper thumbnailing of ideas.  Technique-wise, this was a bit of a mix.  A couple were straight "Photo-plate and painting" images, some were Daz Studio and Photoshop, and some were full 3D environments kitbashed in Unreal Engine and then brought into Photoshop.

They were not painted in story-sequence order, I jumped around all over the place.  If I were going to keep working on it more, obviously I'd need a finale, and I could really use an image or two of Calvin being heroic....telepathy isn't an easy power to make look dynamic!

Thanks for reading!  Two weeks today, I'm flying down to Spectrum Live!  I'll have a new sketchbook with many of these paintings, plus some other projects.  If you're going to be there, stop by and say "Hey" :)

I am critical of crits.

First off, my credit card informs me that I've had this website for over a year!  I think I did my first blog post on April 9th, but we're in the ballpark :)

I'm pretty sure I've talked a bit about this before, but this week I've had a student ask me to look at their work and a friend ask me to look at their daughter's work and offer suggestions, so it looks like the Universe wants me to think about crits.

Crits as we think of them today largely grew out of the Bauhaus model of art education, coming from the school of the same name in Germany that operated from 1919 to 1933.  They organized relatively small groups of cross-disciplinary students and teachers who worked together and then reviewed, or critiqued each others work in a semi-formal way...which, knowing what I know of the people involved, probably meant they yelled at each other a lot, and then went for beers.

I think somewhere between 1933 and now, we have largely lost the point.  Now, I see people running to *get* crits from people, preferably famous people they respect, in a desire to improve their work.  The pros dutifully make comments, and then the student goes back and (might) adjust and improve that one painting.

I have a confession to make.  I've talked to dozens of pros in my days as a student, and the number of times any of those crits translated directly into artistic improvement is....


Bupkis.  At best, it has helped me improve the paintings I already worked on, by going back and making the suggested changes....which is kinda like fixing your math test after you get the correct answer from the back of the book....gives you a better test, probably doesn't help you learn that much.

The point of Bauhaus crits wasn't to GET critiqued...it was to GIVE critique - To train your eyes and mind to see flaws and solutions by looking at something less close to your emotional blind spots.  When used correctly, a crit is an amazing learning tool, but people everywhere seem to be trying to use them in exactly the opposite way.

Sometimes, some VERY FEW occasions, getting a crit can be helpful.  If you can look at your work and see specific problems you can identify ("It sucks" is not a problem), then the crit can take the form of a short lesson, helping you find solutions to problems you have already discovered.  If you haven't discovered those problems on your own, then 99.99% of the time, you aren't ready to hear the solution.  Even if you get advice and fix it in that one image, you won't have internalized things so you apply it in the next one.  The people I know who seem to get the most out of crits are the ones who ask questions back, things like "I feel like the shadows are off in this image.  I tried to make them cooler than the areas that are well lit, but things still feel muddy.  Any suggestions for where I went wrong?"  When you do that, you have changed from a crit to a teaching situation.

Teaching is not the same thing as criting, even teaching lessons that have been specifically crafted to you based on your work....I HIGHLY recommend sharing your work with your instructors, because  it helps them focus on what you need....but that's not the same thing as showing your work at CTN, or to someone online, and asking "What do you think?"

Finally, crits are GREAT, and are a wonderful reason why you should connect with other students and artists of your level.  By learning to see what they are doing wrong and offering suggestions, you will be able to teach yourself solutions you can apply to your own work.

Thanks for reading, and I hope you found it interesting and/or helpful :)

Ancient Civilization world building

So, Monday was the deadline for the Ancient Civ keyframe and environment design challenges, and I submitted stuff for both of them.  I thought I might talk about my ideas, how they led to world building, and then my final paintings.

So when I started thinking about this, I knew I wanted to keep it based in a "movie reality" version of the real world - no magic, no ancient aliens, but still allowing for things that would never happen in the real world.  Probably close to a "Laura Croft"  universe.  I knew I wanted to show it as a living society, not as some Indiana Jones discovery story.  Finally, I *really* didn't want to tell yet another Orientalism appropriation story.  

With those as my drivers, I started brain storming.  I threw down a bunch of thumbnail sketches (they're all up on my Instagram if you're curious), and I kept coming back to an iron age Pict/Celtish inspired village.  What I ended up with was an isolated, idyllic village inside an extinct volcano.  I figured that the volcanic activity heated up the area, and created an artificial green-house effect, so that the temperature and terrain was sub-tropical jungle inside a volcano in someplace Northern, like Iceland.  The story I worked up was that they were refugees from a war several hundred years ago that found this isolated place and made a peaceful, happy home there, secret from the rest of the world.  They subsist primarily on farming, birds and a bit of fishing, as the ground is mostly swamp and they don't have a lot of room for grazing.

Now, the story - It is not fully fleshed out, as I was looking for key moments and not a full script, but the core of it is this:  The protagonist and antagonists are the twin children of the village chief, a boy and a girl.  The daughter is technically first born, and will lead the tribe.  The son does something that endangers the village and his father exiles him.  Outside the volcano, he meets a warband of viking slavers, and saves himself by telling them about the easy pickings in the village.  He leads them back to his former home, where the reavers torch the village and kill the chief.  The daughter confronts her brother in the lava temple, and unleashes the flow to destroy the warband, at the cost of their home.  She leads the survivors out of the volcano to try and find a new life.

With that, here are my keyframes and designs:

The protagonist, who still loves her brother, goes with him to the start of his exile.

The protagonist, who still loves her brother, goes with him to the start of his exile.

The Reaver warband returns to the volcano.

The Reaver warband returns to the volcano.

Hero hides from the reavers and watches them advance.

Hero hides from the reavers and watches them advance.

The antagonist hangs over the release lava in the temple.

The antagonist hangs over the release lava in the temple.

Houses in the village

Houses in the village

I'm reasonably happy with the work I've done, although looking back at it, I think I might change up my keyframe choices a bit to sell the project better.  These ones are necessary, but they might not be the best 4 to showcase the project.

I really had a fun time with this project, and learned a ton.  There really is nothing like working on a contained idea to force you to grow.  I have signed up to do the matte painting challenge, where you have to take an environment from the first phase and make 2, photo-real matte paintings based on it.  Should be a good time!

If you worked on this challenge as well, I'd love to see what you did for it :)

Thanks for reading!

Emerald City Comicon post-analysis

So, last weekend I exhibited in the artist alley at ECCC in Seattle.  It's the first con I've shown my work at since last May at VanCAF, and ECCC is a much bigger, 4 day convention.  When I was in art school, I exhibited there quite a bit, but missed last year, when it was taken over by ReedPop. 

My most popular print at ECCC

My most popular print at ECCC

This year was also the first time I've tried to sell myself with my paintings instead of my fan-art propaganda posters.  I brought a couple prints of those that I had still from previous cons, but they were at the back of my book and not the focus.  I admit it, I was a bit nervous about leading with personal IP keyframe paintings and illustrations, but it turned out great!

This year, ECCC put the entire Artist Alley up on the 6th floor of the convention center.  I was a little nervous about being separated from the dealers, but that was quickly allayed by the crowds.  People definitely had no problem coming up to see us, and it was great to have things all in one place, instead of spread out.  The con started at 2:00pm on Thursday and went to 5:00pm on Sunday.  Regular days were 9 hours, from 10:00am until 7:00pm, which, I will admit, felt VERY long.  This was a marathon of a con.

Setup - I was sharing a table with my friend Nick Jizba, and display wise, I had a back banner with an image and my name, and then I was displaying my 11x17 prints in a large portfolio people could flip through.  Not ideal, I didn't have any big copies up behind me or on the table to been seen from afar, and could only show the one image on the page of my portfolio.  I did have a couple of stickers for sale to put more stuff on my table, as well as a couple of copies of my "Draw What You Love" book of sketches from 2015.

Thursday and Friday were very disappointing for me, sales-wise.  I made $42 on Thursday, and $32 on Friday, which is not a lot for full days sitting at a table.  Even more discouraging, all I sold was stickers, the old propaganda posters, and one of my old books of sketches.  By Friday night, I had basically decided to just hang in there for the fun of it, and not even worry about making back my costs..which made Saturday and Sunday all the more sweet when things turned around.

I don't know if the crowd was different on the weekend, or if people just got their fan-art fix out of their systems, but both my tablemate and I did much better on the last two days.  Sunday was actually my biggest day.  I ended up making $549 USD total, which isn't a lot for working a con, but given my setup, location and expectations, I was quite happy.

One of the things that really seemed to help was that both Nick and I were selling prints for $20 for one, or three for $50.  We decided on Saturday to make the 3-deal apply across *both* of our  works.  There were a lot of people who wanted something from both of us, and I feel like being able to "one-stop shop" across the whole table was an excellent selling tool.  The person selling two didn't get as good a deal, but it switched back and forth enough that it felt pretty balanced.

I ended up selling out of two prints, and coming close on several others, which was a nice feeling.  I paid off my half table, printing, travel and food costs, and made about $200USD on top of that.  I really do think that I would have benefited from more display area, and next year I plan on getting a whole table and using the space to showcase my work much better.

I like doing cons - It's really interesting to see in real time what appeals to consumers, and it's great to be able to both hang out with fellow artists, and see what they are doing, setup-wise that you might be able to borrow from.  On top of that, it's a great opportunity to meet people you only know online - and hopefully get some freelance work out of it.

The next one I'm scheduled for is "Spectrum Live" at the end of April.  That's going to be really interesting, the audience is almost 100% artists and people inside the community.  I've heard it's less about selling and more about exhibiting, which will be amazing.  

Thanks for reading!  Hopefully I'll see you at a con in the near future.

Update on the master copies

Hey guys, I don't have a lot to talk about today, but I thought I'd share some of the copies I've been doing recently.

So, as of 2 weeks ago, I had done two Sargent studies.  I did a few more of those, ending with this one:  

Sargent mastercopy

Sargent mastercopy

After that, I did two J. Allen St. John studies - If you don't know him, he's kinda the "proto-Frazetta" of the 20th century.

I wanted to try a photo-study instead of a painting, to work out my own ways of simplifying shapes and values.

To mix things up, this morning I went into DAZ studio, rendered out a figure, and then did a study of that.

I liked that one, but I didn't have time to "bake in" good lighting, so I spent a bit more time today pushing things past where I'd normally take them, and then putting away the reference and adding lighting to make it "pop".

To me, this is the point of doing these copies.  No one cares if you can replicate the  work of an ancient master - you're doing it to push yourself to try new things, and find new ways of problem solving.  After you've done that, you should try to apply those tools to your own work.  I can see some of the things I learned from the Sargents and the St. John studies in today's painting, which is as it should be.  I also feel like I'm learning a ton and getting better very quickly.  Even just doing 1-2 hours of studies a day has had a huge impact on my ability to straight up paint and render.  All of these were done on one layer in photoshop with no textures or photos.

Anyway, I'm sorry I don't have a more text-heavy update, I hope you've enjoyed seeing some of my progress :)  If you start doing daily studies like this, please, let me know your results :)


This will challenge you.

So, more often than I care to list, I hear from students and people wanting to make portfolios that they don't know *what* to work on, or that they have a hard time focusing and making finished work.

One great tool for this is to find online challenges.  Many of the art websites out there do either semi-regular, or even weekly/monthly challenges.  Brainstorm, Artstation, CGSociety...they all have these.  

Sometimes they are broken out by "character", "environment", "concept", "production art", "matte painting" or something similar, and sometimes they are just topics.

These things are great.  They give you a deadline, they give you a topic, and then give you a built in audience to give you crits and feedback...in some cases, they'll even give you a job.  ILM hired several people based on their Star Wars challenge last Summer.  They also show you the range of talent out there.  Some entries are obviously done by pros, and others by bare beginners....which brings me to my next point:

You should do these even if you suck.

First off, no one "sucks", they are just not as far along the path...and these things are like going to the gym instead of working out in your living room.  You may feel self-conscious that you can't bench your body weight, or that your gut kinda hangs out when you do squats...but no one really cares.  Everyone is there to push themselves and to get their own thing out of it, and if someone picks on you for your level, they are the ones that come across as assholes, not you.  Do the best you can, post your in-progress work, and try to learn from other people who are trying to solve the same challenge problems that you are.

That being said - If you are more of a noob, you may not get a thousand 'likes' or comments.  Often, people don't really know what to say if your work isn't up to a certain point...they don't want to hurt your feelings, but it's hard to offer crit if you are posting thumbnails and calling it finished work...remember that the people in the challenge aren't there to help you, they are doing their own thing as well.

Like I said, these things are everywhere, but currently, Artstation.com is doing a whole series of these based around "Ancient Civilizations: Lost and Found"  I've signed up for both the keyframe and environment design categories.  There's a month until the due date, please feel free to follow along with me as I post thumbnails, sketches and other in-progress stuff.

I hope you join me on this one!  It's not about winning, it's just a tool to focus your energies.

Thanks for reading :)

Stop copying me! - NO.

Hey guys, sorry I missed Thursday's update, but hey, better late than never, right?

This last week, I've been trying to paint outside of my comfort zone.  I've been doing "straight" painting, mostly one layer, no photos, no 3D, based on a drawn sketch.  It's been fun, and frustrating.  I feel like I got a lot of out of it, which is awesome - But one of the things I got out of it was confirmation of some fairly large weaknesses, which feels less awesome.

I've ALWAYS hated learning to do other people's stuff.  I hated learning other bands' songs when I was a musician, and I've never liked mastercopies as a visual artist.  After seeing my shortcomings stare me in the face on Thursday though, I am biting the bullet.  I could figure out how to solve all my problems on my own, but WHY?  There have been painters for thousands of years, and studying what they've done keeps me from having to re-invent the wheel.

I'm starting off with Sargent, 'cause I love his stuff, and because he's great at characters, which is definitely an area I need to improve.  I started yesterday with a one-hour study of Madame X:

One hour isn't enough to get the subtle brilliance of Sargent - but I can do it as a warm-up at work most days, and I'm hoping at the stage I'm at, we're talking 80/20 rule.

This morning, I did another hour study, this time of a Sargent self portrait.

If things go as I am planning, tomorrow I'm going to try for a longer session, and one that has multiple figures and a background.

I am also happy to report that I'm having more fun doing these than I thought I would.  Instead of being tedious, I'm seeing it as a puzzle, and a chance to really push my observation.

Because it's what I want to work on, all of these, while digital, are done on one layer.  I am sampling colours sometimes from the original, because I know I can match colour, it just takes longer.  What I'm focusing on is strokes, and *which* colours are laid down next to each other.  Remember, when you are doing a master-copy, there is no such thing as "cheating."  You can do it 100% by eye with no tracing or sampling if you want to, and that will be helpful - but you can also chose to focus on the things you feel you need the most work on, and recognize that you don't have enough hours in the day to do everything the hard way.

Anyway - once again, sorry I'm 2 days late, and thanks for reading!


The harsh realities of problem solving.

A'ight - let's talk about getting better...really, at anything, but I'll try to keep it mostly to visual art.

AA has it right - the first step is acceptance.  You have to accept you have a problem.  Your art isn't where you want it to be.  Dash it all!  It sounds funny, but I went to art school with someone who couldn't see this.  What he was seeing himself doing in his mind was not what was coming out on the paper, and he was believing his mind.  Particularly if you've grown up feeling special and loved for your artistic ability, it can be hard to admit to yourself that you aren't where you want to be.

Of course, that's the tip of the iceberg.  "Not where you want it to be." is completely useless for problem solving.  Gotta dig deeper.  I have no idea what your specific sub-problems are, but in general, we can break them down into two categories, problems in what you are trying to do, and problems with how you are trying to accomplish those goals.  Most people will have both.

For art, I think we can usually reframe those as "Skill Problems" and "Tool Problems."

Ok, so you have skill problems.  Probably, you're going to gravitate to an obvious one that doesn't really scare you that much, but you think does.  For a lot of people, that seems to be either perspective or anatomy...chances are, your real problem is only slightly related to those things....dig deeper.  Is it anatomy you have a problem with, or is it an understanding of how to represent 3D organic shapes in two dimensions?  Is it shape representation, or the fact that your line quality needs a lot of work?  Maybe it's understanding foreshortening?  Maybe it's visualizing dynamic poses?  Whatever level you can finally drill down to, I can almost assure you it won't be "anatomy."  

Same goes for perspective.  Many of the same sub-problems, as well as lighting, composition, understanding architecture, understanding plantlife, understanding rock formations...fixing your perspective is probably the least of your problems.

Tool problems are in many ways, the easier ones to solve...problem is, we often try to solve them instead of solving our skill problems.  Everyone keeps looking for the perfect software, the  perfect brushset, or the perfect paint brand.  In many cases, these things will make a slight difference, but not much...the trap is that this is where you spend all your energy.

All this can be pretty discouraging.  Every time you find something to work on, you're going to start chipping away at it and realize your issues are much deeper than you feared.  This is another one of those cases where you have to be able to hold two different perspective simultaneously in your head.  You need to know what you need to do to improve - but you also need to put that shit aside and get on with making stuff.  If you only focus on what you need to know, you get trapped in what my father called, "The Paralysis of Analysis."  If you ignore thinking about your weak points, you aren't going to get better very quickly.

I tend to recommend a 30/70 split.  Try to spend 30% of your time doing deep focused studies on your weak areas.  This is when you do master copies, or gesture-line drawings, or line quality exercises, or draw boxes in perspective, or whatever targets the specific thing you are working on.  The other 70%, try to apply those things to full on pieces you are working on.  Apply the techniques you are studying.

For tools - 30% of the time, try using a different tool.  Uses brushes you aren't familiar with, or pens if you are a pencil person, or watercolor if you are an oils artist.  Focus on how the different tools respond differently to different desired outcomes.  This will help you learn new tools, which is great, and it will probably give you a better understanding of your current ones, which is even better.

Again, all of this goes back to - Find what your real problems are.  Fearlessly analyze your weaknesses, to see if they really are the things you think they are, or if they point to deeper, more hidden issues.  Embrace the fact that you don't know, instead of trying to pretend you got this and everything's cool.

Thanks for reading!  Keep fighting the good fight :)

Trying to watch yourself grow.

Well, Thursday morning, and not a lot to report.  I've got 8 weeks left on my contract on "Max and Ruby", I'm working on a beach episode and thinking about the future.  Last night I submitted 13 images for Spectrum 24 (Two 5-painting series and 1 3-painting series).  Starting to apply for new gigs, and generally "doing the thing."  I've been trying to draw and paint at least 3 "colour comp" level designs to practice my straight on painting on one layer, and to work on my lighting skills.  I wanted to get a new painting done for Spectrum, but it didn't quite happen.

Sounds pretty trivial huh?  I know I'm working hard, I know I am improving, and I know I'm doing all the things I can think of to get where I want to be.

...but I can't see any of that when I examine the instant I am in.

Did you guys ever do the "height measurement line" when you were a kid?  You know, when you stand against a wall and your parent makes a little 'tic' mark with a pencil to show how tall you are?  If you're like me, for a while after the first time you got excited about this, you bugged your parent to do it *EVERY DAY*...sometimes multiple times a day.  

I've been obsessed with growing and improving my entire life.  One of the biggest things I struggle with is the emotional fear that it's not happening....that I've stopped, stasis has set in, and I've reached the end.  It's ridiculous, but it's true.

Any measurement that takes place in a single instant can only track where you *are*.  It takes time to measure change.  

Story time again - After my 2nd year in art school, I showed my work off at a Con to a concept artist from ArenaNet.  He was not impressed.  The work was far from professional.  That's not the point.  He was looking at it as a single point in time measurement.  If he had seen the work I had done even just 3 months earlier, he might have given me a very different review.  The work would still have sucked, but the *growth* would have been obvious.  Now, it's not his job to measure growth, so I don't blame him for his response.

It is my job to measure growth...and to have the faith in myself to know that growth is happening, even when I can't see it.  It's my job to take stock of my work every 6 months or so, and see what I need to change...but I know artists who do that every couple of weeks, and they end up like crazed squirrels in the middle of the road.  One day they say they will "Only use <xxx> software for the rest of their lives", and the next week they are exclaiming something completely different, because they haven't seen improvement or success from the path they were on.  

I know it feels like we are fighting a clock.  I'm almost 42 years old.  I see incredibly successful people I admire who are almost 20 YEARS younger than I am, and I wonder if I will ever get where I want to be before old age claims my ability to paint.  I also know that when I look back at where I was even a year ago, I have made incredible gains in skill, in networking and in my career.

If you don't feel like you are getting anywhere, take your current sketchbook, your current finished paintings, and your current work status/experience.  Put them in a closet, and don't look at them for a year.  If you can't tell a difference on January 26th, 2018....make a change in what you are doing.  Don't freak out if your stuff is the same on March 1st, 2017.

Thanks for reading!  As I said, I'm currently looking for my next gig, so if you know anything you think would be appropriate, let me know! 

Infected by Doubt

Hey guys - So I've been fighting the flu all week, and while I feel a bit better today, I'm still pretty zoned out...so this one may be brief.

This week, the entries to "Infected by Art" volume 5 were announced.  There are some TREMENDOUS paintings in this book, it is by far the best work they've published, and I am super excited to see it.

...I also didn't get into it.  I only submitted two paintings, but they were not selected.  Looking at the work that WAS chosen, I get a sense of the judges and what they were looking for, and honestly, I'm not too surprised I didn't make it.

I also had a couple of friends who seemed to take it pretty hard that they weren't selected.

It made me remember the importance of not assigning too much value to "milestones" you can't control.  It's so, so easy to look for validation in your work and your efforts from things like "getting into <xxx>" or "getting a job at <yyy>" that we almost do it as second nature.  I've heard lots of people make these kinds of New Years Resolutions!  The problem is, you can't control what other people do.  You can't control who else applies for those jobs, and you can't control what the judges are looking for.

I try to treat submissions to annuals or shows like the ancient samurai treated going into battle.  Assume you are going to die.  Make peace with that, and then you are free.  Doesn't mean don't do your best, but just assume you aren't going to get in.  If you do, GREAT!  It is super, super nice to get that outside validation....but if you don't, it doesn't have to be about you at all.  It's certainly not a sign that you suck and should give up art, or trying to get into books, or shows, or jobs!

Above all else, try not to take it personally.  In cases where there are multiple judges, you never know what the story was.  Cynthia Sheppard told me a story about someone who wrote her an incredibly nasty letter after they didn't get into Spectrum last year when Cynthia was one of the judges...here's the thing - Cynthia *liked* the piece, it was the other judges that didn't give it a high enough rating.  As a general rule, try not to pick a fight with an AD at WotC... and remember that sometimes, just entering will get you results, even if you don't win.

All of this ties in to the fact that entries for Spectrum 24 are due next week.  I'm going to submit, and I would encourage anyone else who thinks they *might* have what it takes to submit as well.  I'm going to do my best to not treat it as a life or death test of my artistic merit, or anything other than a good "arbitrary" date to keep me focused and working on improvement.  If you are paying attention to such things, I hope you're looking at it the same way.  Sometimes having a date gives us the push we need, but we can't let the date consume our lives, or think that it makes us more or less "real" as artistic creators.

A'ight, thanks for reading!  I'm going to try to rest and feel better :)